army blog #9 — new beginnings

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hi peeps, I’m back again with another update… life lately has kinda shifted since graduating, I’ve been so dedicated to beginning my first college semester over the summer and I kinda lost myself in the process, but the question is

am I mentally prepared?

the answer is no… I’m not, I had a conversation with my younger brothers about me moving away and they were surprised, they thought going to college was a long waited year experience, but turns out it just felt like a 10 weeks wait, I’m still burnout from my senior year and this semester is messing with my brain, filling my thoughts with worry and anxiety, like.

“ what am I going to do now that

I’m away from friends and family?

” did I pick the right career? “

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of course I picked one of

the popular ones. :sparkles: the medical field :sparkles: it wasn’t my dream but it’s one of my strengths as a science nerd, but my heart always leaned towards the arts and theatre or going into criminology ( political stand point 🤚) where Im at, the medical field especially if you want to be a nurse or doctor it’s very high demand and you will always find something convenient for you. BUT BESIDES how I feel about moving out today and obviously explaining the career I picked, I really hope others who were in my shoes or about to be in my place too can relate .