This can’t be quite right
This same old hell tonight
Nowhere I can run and hide
The windows closed to block out light
It all seems so simple now like just taking another hit
Through my teary eyes with venom pouring over my busted lip
A dull blade to sever anything we had that used to connect
So I open my eyes and awake as Kafka’s insect
And my head spins and spins until our eyes meet
For a flash of sensation you know I’d give most anything
I give my very heart and soul, sign my name on the dotted line
Your warm hand on my neck makes me wanna close my eyes
I wanna run away and hide my name
I don’t wanna take that blame
A connection shot to bits leaving behind memories
Eating myself alive until there’s nothing here left of me
I shed countless tears over a warmth not meant for me
I’m blinded by regrets on another night where I find no sleep
I’ve spent my life covering shame with more shame
I guess it’s only right if I take the blame
Anxiety fuels a nightmare that never ends
My throat is tied by strings of neglect
Tell me, what’s the point of our pride?
I find it’s meaningless and has no sight
Worship and courtship, I can’t really see the point
It all breaks eventually just like our childish toys
But I never really cared for love of that kind
I find it all ends the same every time
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