Ranting / Poll

I rarely been going on amino since of lack of motivation. But I’m trying to get back into coming in the app. My name is damien & I’m ftm. What this post was for to rant a bit and then just a poll. So I moved from my mom’s to my dad’s. Even tho both sides of my family don’t me being trans, the good part was I made friends and have a boyfriend. My boyfriend is a cis bisexual male and s me on being transgender. But he wants my dad side to me aswell. So last night he brought it up to my dad and it wasn’t positive, as I was in the washroom and all I know was my boyfriend told me he just shown off a close minded vibe in the conversation and how it’s a phase. He’s going to try again with my dad another time but when he gets an apartment, so if something goes wrong I can just move there. It just sucks that my dad doesn’t me but at least my school calls me by my preference name. For the poll part. Do I pull off as a boy/male? Yes, great or No, tell me how to help or look more masculine/a male