Im not ready to date but I just hope that if I ever find somone I'm not older I wanna young when I date

I just feel no one could love me, accept me see me as a woman, an adult living in a group home I mean how can that work, I have no life skills i have no skills of knowing to learn to live in the adult world, im working on it cause its my goal to getting to ed living but it's gonna take time , idk why I worry somtimes not all the time but of wanting somone in my life in the future, a relationship :<

Would anyone think I'm beautiful the way I am, would anyone not think I'm dumb cause I'm autistic & have adhd.

The time will come when I'm ready for a relationship