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Busy with work and mental health and depression

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11/15 :birthday: | Scorpio :scorpius: | Taken :heart: ‍ :fire:

Theme by Chara

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!! 𝐐𝐔𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐒 !!

Trigger warning some r pretty dumb or dark :skull: :+1:

❝ Everyday is just depression and distractions. ❞

❝ Creativity is both my strength but also my weakness ❞

❝ My mind has been like an ocean its constantly having storms and waves crashes ❞

❝ Its easier to be judged, than to be believed ❞

❝ What once a happy moment suddenly all crumbled and withered in front of me ❞

❝ Better to not have high expectations than to be disappointed in the end ❞

❝ Dont wanna die, just dont wanna live ❞

❝ Happy endings only exist in fairytales ❞

❝ Live a little ❞

❝ The sad just becomes a norm ❞

❝ Life isnt easy to come by unlike death, so live to the fullest ❞

❝ Bublic ❞

❝ the days and night has never been the same ❞

❝ Can never go back to how I use to be ❞

❝ Everything feels bitter and a little closer to poison ❞

❝ The comfort that I once had is now just crumbled in fear and loneliness ❞

❝ The longing is painful ❞

❝ My mind is just a never ending rollercoaster, constantly fearing things ❞

❝ My young self wouldnt believe what ive become now ❞

❝ It feels like a knife being stab into my heart ❞

❝ I accept Fate, I accept the Loss, I accept the Betrayel, I accept everything else.. I just dont want to accept the Pain it brings... ❞

❝ Wanna feel closer to home ❞

❝ Stormy eyes and distorted mind ❞

❝ Jsut ❞

❝ blob blob blob ❞

❝ Promises becoming more and more empty ❞

❝ Holding onto hope I guess ❞

❝ Listening to asmr just to fall asleep fast before the thoughts start running through my brain at night ❞

❝ These days feels wrong to tell people how depressed I feel ❞

❝ I feel lost ❞

❝ what's the point of my existence again? ❞

❝ Sometimes it feels like im not enough.. ❞

❝ I can only hope and pray ❞

❝ Dreams use to be my happy and safe place... Turned into so much nightmares awake or asleep ❞

❝ distraction, distraction, distraction, keeping myself distracted away from the dark thoughts ❞

❝ Words or action, both can hurt in different ways ❞

❝ Within all that darkness follow by shadows... There are lights hidden within sometimes invisible to the human eye ❞

❝ A dark room with a single spotlight on me, heavy chains rap around my neck whiles holding onto the fragile white string that can be easily broken ❞

❝ Feels like heaven feels like hell ❞

❝ Can't control myself ❞

❝ Depression and distraction ❞

❝ Sometimes don't feel like I belong ❞

❝ Can I really be myself properly?... ❞

❝ My identity is corrupted like it can kill people if they know my inner self ❞

❝ Shit hurts... ❞

❝ Lately Ive been thinking it's better if I rid of myself from this world.. ❞

❝ Suicidal thoughts are a norm these days ❞

❝ Never said or claimed that I am a perfect person with no flaws but some people still think that for some reason ❞

❝ A weirdo just trying to survive everyday ❞

❝ Became a villain without even trying :/ ❞

❝ Yes all of this shit is cringe but they are how I feel.. ❞

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