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My BUS FESTA Suitcase ✿﹒

Destination: FESTA | 2025 Edition

:seat: enger No. V-061A | 🪪 Name: ARMY

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🧳 Boarding Info✿﹒

enger Name: Pie

ARMY Age: 6

Bias: V

Favorite BTS Song: Autumn leaves

Bus Stop / Boarding From: Jungkook's closet

Item You’re Bringing: Earphones

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Day 1 - Aisle whispers ✿﹒

Dear unknown,

Was it you who left that note on my seat?

Strange , because I , too, feel like we have met before.

Maybe it was in a random ice cream shop, a mall , in a queue, or maybe you are the person with whom I screamed my lungs out at the concert(I am gonna pretend that I went to a concert-)? That would be wonderful.

It's weird, isn't it?

Time has changed. And with it,

I am changing.

I still those days , absolutely fangirling over them , listening to their songs religiously - a point in time where i could guess their songs in 0.5 secs. (You those youtube challenges? Those were fun.)

My broke self preventing me from buying any merch, watching and reading fanfics , streaming their mvs, then ing ARA and meeting friends , learning to edit, ing clubs(Adsc, Aec, Amec) , meeting some amazing people and growing as an individual- what a time it was.

But then, everything changed - schools opened , workload increased and online time went down, friendships long forgotten and everything felt like a distant dream. A memory on the verge of fading.

I won't lie - I went through a drastic change. The fangirl in me quietened down. And slowly and slowly, BTS became just a band whose songs i listened to.

I felt guilty - why ,how? What happened to me? And the comments in a random reel weren't helping - "A true BTS fan will never stop fangirling them" "A true BTS fan will never stop listening to their songs ". I started doubting myself - was it just a phase? Am I not a true fan?

No. I truly ire them - I still do. I still listen to their songs , maybe sometimes I still play guess the song with an emoji - maybe the comments are just trolls . What matters is that - I them , I wish the best for them , I want them to be happy and i would absolutely take the chance to attend their concert.

The only one who can judge if you are a true fan or a false fan , is you yourself. Your actions - your feelings define it. Not others.

I've had a hard time accepting myself - but listening to their songs made me change. So now , how can I doubt myself and destroy the very lesson i learnt from them? Maybe I am not as crazy as then , but deep down I truly truly ire them. The emotions their songs, they, and their choreography make me feel? Nothing can come close to that. Nothing.

Another part I've struggled with is - leaving online friends. The people i spent 2-3 years with are now gone. No , nothing. As an introvert who's scared to start a chat, message in a gc , ask a question, make new friends - I was very disheartened and sad. First few months , i felt really empty - because I grew so close to them. Late night chats...late night VCS...teasings... And now it's suddenly gone. No new messages - the old messages I scroll and read .I sometimes think, why did no one keep in ? Was i not their friend? I became too attached.

It's time to move on. Friends will come - and they'll go. New people will enter your life every now and then. But , I can't tie myself to them. I need to leave them behind as memories, unforgettable memories. The lessons they taught me , the experiences i had with them , the fun , the chaos and the comfort- I am pretty sure I'll look back at them. Thank you so much. I wish you success in life.

I've accepted the change.

Lately, my insta feed is full of nostalgic BTS videos - maybe it's a sign. 🤭 Just know that , whoever you are - I am rooting for you. I want you to be happy and achieve everything you dream of. Please keep smiling and laughing - that's very essential. Never lose that smile of yours - whatever happens. Even if things are hard now - Your time will come. Work hard and be patient. The fruits of your labour will surely bloom and will be sweet.

Oh! Look at how much I've written! I've rambled a lot , haven't I?

I am deeply sorry if I have annoyed you , dear mystery person. Forgive me.

Here, a blueberry cheesecake as a token of apology

This will refresh you! (My recent obsession)

I hope I get to meet you soon.

Thank you. With love.

Left on : 🫐 wiki suitcase

𐙚𓏲⋆ ִֶָ ๋𓂃 ⋆ᡣ𐭩𐙚𓏲⋆ ִֶָ ๋𓂃 ⋆ᡣ𐭩

Day 2- Window to Yesterday

I still that day. A 10 year old silently completing her classwork when she heard her friends talking (singing actually)about something - " You are the cause of my euphoria!!!" " YEAH YOU ARE MAKIN ME A BOY WITH LUV" "Jungkook is so beautiful " . Curious, she asks an innocent question," what are you guys talking about?" And bam. She returns home with lists of songs , member names and what MV to watch first. And once she watched Boy with luv MV, oh boy, she was hooked . And this was followed by memorising every member, their voice , their birth dates , listening to every single song possible, watching concerts, learning their dog names, frantically writing about them in her diary and daydreaming 24/7, and even trying to dance ( She can't dance to save her life).

Basically, I was recruited into the fandom by This girl here.

Here's a playlist dedicated to my younger self- ‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹

‧ ֶָ˚˖𐦍˖˚ֶָ֢Boy with luv

‧ ֶָ˚˖𐦍˖˚ֶָ֢Answer: Love myself

‧ ֶָ˚˖𐦍˖˚ֶָ֢Magic shop

‧ ֶָ˚˖𐦍˖˚ֶָ֢Mikrokosmos

‧ ֶָ˚˖𐦍˖˚ֶָ֢Young forever

‧ ֶָ˚˖𐦍˖˚ֶָ֢Sea

‧ ֶָ˚˖𐦍˖˚ֶָ֢Heartbeat

‧ ֶָ˚˖𐦍˖˚ֶָ֢Life goes on

Day 2- Seat Shuffle

I left a compliment , a lucky charm and a playlist? of 3 songs on :ribbon: 🦋 wiki suitcase !

Why I picked - I am absolutely mesmerized by their talent - the blogs , blog covers, themes and edits. Like Hello? They're so pretty!!! This much talent is illegal :pensive: . I wanted to let them know that I am a fangirl :heartbeat:

Reward requested - Bonus badge

𐙚𓏲⋆ ִֶָ ๋𓂃 ⋆ᡣ𐭩𐙚𓏲⋆ ִֶָ ๋𓂃 ⋆ᡣ𐭩

Day 3- Memory Glitch

Me running from studies and marks in exams ⋆ ִֶָ ๋

Day 3- Bonus task - Control Override

As soon as smoke started coming out of the control , I knew something was wrong. So i hurried to fix it but I didn't have my tools with me - hence had to work with whatever was available. Before fixing it, I gave a warning to everyone - " I am no professional mechanic, so if it gets worse -I am not responsible." Safe to say , everyone was horrified. Anyways i prayed and then started my work - First i cooled down the with some ice and ice water . I noticed some cracks in it but I had no cello tape so i pasted my BTS photocards and stickers on them. The buttons were also coming out , therefore I used my purple ribbon to tie them back at place. After that, I borrowed some earphones from a fellow army and inserted them into the control and played the song " Airplane Pt.2" , so as to put it in a good mood. I even LET IT HAVE MY STRAWBERRY CHEESECAKE!!!! because it made a lot of growling noises and I got to know it was being moody because it's hungry. Lastly, i sprayed some perfume and gave it a bouquet.

𐙚𓏲⋆ ִֶָ ๋𓂃 ⋆ᡣ𐭩𐙚𓏲⋆ ִֶָ ๋𓂃 ⋆ᡣ𐭩

Day 4 - You never walk alone

For this , me and my seatmate combined both of our ideas. We did a story+ journal - where the story was written by me and they wrote the poem and in the journal, one page was done by them and the other page by me.

While talking, we also got to know that both of us have the same bias - V and we both love travelling, reading and listening to music.

Here's the journal -

The story+ poem is posted by my seatmate -

Winter bear , so go check that out as well! ^^

Winter's suitcase

Day 4 : Bonus - Loop Leaks

Two quotes I live by -

" To be a star, you must burn."

• I don't know if this can be considered as a quote, but when I first saw this - it struck my heart. As someone who's obsessed with stars , cosmos and stuff - this sentence made me really think. To be successful in life - you must work hard. To shine - you must know darkness. It's very simple but on a deeper level - it's really close to my heart. All beautiful things burn.

" Vivamus , moriendum est."

•This is a Latin phrase meaning, " let us live, for we must die." I try to enjoy every thing I do because life is very temporary - it is a transient existence. So , for the time being alive- i should spent it in a way which makes me happy and fulfilled. A meaningful existence.

𐙚𓏲⋆ ִֶָ ๋𓂃 ⋆ᡣ𐭩𐙚𓏲⋆ ִֶָ ๋𓂃 ⋆ᡣ𐭩

Day 5 - Festa on Wheels

Outfit - Inspired by Black Swan

I love dres and styling. My aesthetic alternates among dark academia, elegance, office siren and a bit of gothic? I won't say it's completely gothic but a little bit. Very rarely i go for soft clothes and baggy clothes.

Mini setlist -

• Black Swan

• Louder than bombs

• We are bulletproof eternal

• House of Cards

• Fake love

A favourite Army tradition -

• It is definitely the purple ocean. Ever since i was baby army - I have been mesmerized by it and absolutely wants to be a part of it.

Day 5 - Bonus : Who's next to me?

Namjoon.

As usual , I was listening to music when I turned my head and saw Namjoon sitting next to me -. Safe to say I got two mini heartattacks and my jaw dropped.

After my shock went, Namjoon and I started talking. I feel like we both would bond a lot . And talking to such an intelligent and respectful person is definitely an honourable experience. I think , as an introvert , it would be definitely peaceful and easy to talk to him. We'll talk about society, about songs , about feelings and maybe many other theories such as parallel universes, cosmos, philosophical scripts and maybe also roast haters.

Snacks i would share -

𐙚𓏲⋆ ִֶָ ๋𓂃 ⋆ᡣ𐭩𐙚𓏲⋆ ִֶָ ๋𓂃 ⋆ᡣ𐭩

Day 6 - Through the Fog

" Even if it's slow , I will walk on my feet

Because I know this path is mine to take."

- Lost

• This is something I am currently going through - falling behind , unable to keep up, not understanding anything in class - barely ing. But I know the path I've taken is right for me - it's something i absolutely want. I maybe slow compared to others , it may take me this whole year to understand the concepts but I will sur them . Someday. I believe in myself.

Day 6 - Bonus : Quick Stop

If i could've, i would've chosen to stop in all the mv sets. But my top pick is - The mv set of Black Swan. I want to wear black wings, dress up as a gothic vampire and roam there - as if i own the castle. I am sucker for vibes like that. Moreover , black swan is one of my favourite mvs - it's just so aesthetically pleasing and beautiful.

Another set will be Stay Gold. Magical realm? Check. Golden trees? Check. I would be lost in there for hours. The inner child in me will be screaming and giggling - and healing.

𐙚𓏲⋆ ִֶָ ๋𓂃 ⋆ᡣ𐭩𐙚𓏲⋆ ִֶָ ๋𓂃 ⋆ᡣ𐭩

Day 7 - Journey Survey

1. It has been a long journey but then again, it felt really short. A week's time went by and i didn't even notice. I feel a sense of accomplishment for making this far - for not missing a single day. The journey helped me a reflect on a lot of things and I got to refresh some memories and face it. I truly enjoyed this journey - and as I come to the final stop - thank you to everyone who has accompanied me and happy journey to the future engers.

2. My favourite day was definitely day 4 , where I got to connect with my seatmate and we managed to do such a good job. I also liked day 1 a lot because I was able to express some of my feelings which I've been holding back a lot. Honestly, each day was special and has a moment I'll never forget.

3. BTS's return means the return of a part of myself. It means healing, and giving time to connect with myself again. BTS is one of the major aspects which has shaped my mindset , my perspective towards things and kindness. Them coming back is like finding a part of my past again :sparkling_heart: . ( And a lot of screaming and fangirling. LOST MY WAY Y Y Y Y . LOST MY WAY WAY YAYYYY YY ...WEEEHOOOII I AM SO EXCITED.)

Day 7 - Bonus : Farewell Army's

• Ruby

• Bora

• Moon

• Xia

• Koo

𐙚𓏲⋆ ִֶָ ๋𓂃 ⋆ᡣ𐭩𐙚𓏲⋆ ִֶָ ๋𓂃 ⋆ᡣ𐭩

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